Ink Stains

2 am Thoughts

Sometimes I wish that I could rewind time and relive our love again.
I would relive that moment in time when the love was fresh
and being apart drove us both crazy.
However, rewinding time would also mean
that I would have to relive that horrible heart break all over again.
To this day, you remain the only person who could
make me light up a room with my smile.
the only person whose voice causes my heart to race,
and butterflies to flutter in my stomach.
The only person whose kisses can make me melt, but yet make me feel whole.
I miss you, I miss you every night at 2 am.
You are the muse for my 2 am writing, but the sworn enemy of my 8 am heart.
while you made me whole,
you also tore me into more pieces than I thought were ever possible.
You are the core reason for my every insecurity,
The reason for my deep seated anger,
The reason for the chaotic state of my heart.

2 thoughts on “2 am Thoughts

  1. πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ‘πŸ½ This right here…So deep I could drown in it…DROWN IN IT! Touches home and the heart.

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